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Going Along
03:38
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I want so bad to hate you for ever being nice to me and feeling bad about doing the right thing
Now I'm so disappointed that it took me feeling like this to realize that I am better off without you
I want so bad to hate you for ever making me believe
But the truth is you did nothing wrong
It takes time, it takes heart, it takes ten-thousand replays in my mind of the start
Now there's a light just a month past
(Do you think that you'll ever forgive me?)
I can see a day I won't be staring back
(Do you think that we'll ever be friends?)
And I'll just feel love
I'm so excited for the day when I don't care anymore and I'll just feel grateful and stronger
Maybe if I drive to Naples the ocean will suck you out of me
I'll scream into the sand the same spot where you loved me
Then I'll forgive you for everything
Then I'll feel grateful for everything
Then I'll forgive you
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You're the Hedonist
03:58
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you grew your hair out to the length it was when I met you
and it had nothing to do with me
it's not my fault that you weren't ready for my love
I wasn't perfect but you never tried as hard as me
I was puking my guts out and you were just falling asleep
I was pouring my heart out and you had no time left for wallowing
I was puking my guts out on the floor in albuquerque
I always held back your hair as you clung to our reality
And when I doubt that you ever loved me
Prepared to use as proof I read an email that you wrote in 2014
Full of promises and claims that you never could keep
It was brave of you to set me free
I wasn't ready yet to leave the hold you had on me
I hope you find what you're looking for
I doubt you will but that's not my problem anymore
If leaving me was the worst mistake you ever made
Maybe mine was loving you in the first place
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hey do you wanna meet up?
speak of the good times that we had
I'll be so calm, not like before
you didn't like me like that
calling you out
for all the bullshit that you spew
you're still too scared to face what you've done
and what are you trying to prove
with that new girl on your arm?
that I was just some stick in the mud
and now you're really moving on?
is this really moving on?
yeah, are you really moving on?
cause I'm not moving on
and now you're making a face
like you still care
she thinks im a threat and you think im a threat
i thought that you were done
that you were really moving on
the timing's not right, love's not enough
but still she's there
does she sleep on that pillow you bought that you knew id like?
does she hold you at night when you wake her up cause you can't sleep?
does she take it when you get so fucking mean?
have you told her that she's the best?
the best you've ever had?
that you've never been so in love?
and that you're really moving on?
you probably told her all the same lies you told me
(i don't think that you'll ever know what you want)
you probably made all the same promises
(i don't think that you'll ever be happy)
don't fucking call me up when the fire stops burning
(no matter how much wreckage you accumulate)
don't call me up
don't call me up
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The Happy Philadelphia, Pennsylvania
drums for kennysdads.bandcamp.com
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musselboy.bandcamp.com
I'm a 28 year old from Florida. Then I went to Philly and now I'm in Atlanta. I get sad + bored and write poppy emo songs.
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